Day 12: Proposals and periods
Ok it’s a horrible title but I don’t care because I am feeling like poo. I am still not over this virus; my sinuses are blocked and painful and I have the world’s worst period.
This is really crap as I having a meeting tonight as a prospective trustee for a local autism charity and I do not know if I am in any fit state to make it. Added to this my daughter has a very high temperature and a swollen eye: moan, moan, moan. Whinge, whinge, whinge.
Anyhow I digress, as I have been mentioning every day I have this new way of trying to improve my life and stop procrastinating by doing at least one new thing or one thing different every day. Today I decided I would write the proposal that I promised the autism charity I would create two months ago.
Now I have been putting this off as I fell mentally asleep in the meeting and truth be told, I had actually forgotten what I had agreed to. So when they uttered the words “right you’ll write the proposal won’t you?” I kind of didn’t know what they were talking about. After a process of elimination I realised but I still felt a surge of panic rush through me every time I thought about it.
Anyway as I am too unwell to do what I had intentioned to do today I finally did it I wrote my proposal and then I emailed the board with my feelings on another matter. Now I am proud of myself because I do not think my thoughts on a certain issue will go down well but I still managed to articulate it, this is not something I think I would have been able to do before but at the end of the day when it comes down to issues that are important to you and which are close to your heart, you have to do what you think is right.
So after hours of research and writing today at least I can say I accomplished that.